I Came Back For You
She learned how to listen for footsteps
That never came down the hall
Counted the cracks in the ceiling
Learned not to ask at all
She wore her hope like a question
Held up to strangers’ eyes
Looking for proof in a passing face
That she was worth the time
She thought love was something you borrowed
Something you chased or earned
If she stayed quiet, stayed easy enough
Maybe someone would turn
She just wanted to be wanted
Wanted to be held like true
So she made up a future savior
And waited her whole life through
But the miracle wasn’t a stranger
Wasn’t someone new
It was me coming back through the years
Saying, I came back for you
She used to dream of an older woman
With kinder eyes and steadier hands
Who knew how the story unfolded
Who finally understood the plans
She’d say, "It’s not your fault, little one
You didn’t cause the ache"
But morning would come and the dream would fade
And the wanting would stay awake
She learned how to walk through the world
With her heart half-packed to leave
Every door felt like a promise
Every smile like relief
She just wanted to be wanted
Wanted to know she belonged
So she kept her eyes on the doorway
And learned how to be strong
But the arms she was always reaching for
Were already coming through
It was me coming back through the years
Saying, I came back for you
Now I feel her when the night gets quiet
When the old fear starts to rise
And I don’t send her away anymore
I don’t tell her to survive
I sit down right there beside her
On that worn-out bedroom floor
I hold her like time never broke us
Like she’s not alone anymore
You don’t have to be wanted
You never had to prove a thing
You were always enough, little one
Before you learned suffering
I’m not leaving, I’m not distracted
I know what you’ve been through
I’m here, I’m yours, I’m staying now
I came back for you
So rest your head, the search is over
You don’t have to look outside
The love you waited your whole life for
Was walking toward you all this time